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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    10:06 pm
    @@@@@ Sleep as long as you can, and never mind
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    Sleep as long as you can, and never mind me
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    Jane Austen
    “What! Did she think of being up before you set off?”
    “Oh! yes, sir,” cried Fanny, rising eagerly from her seat to be nearer
    her uncle; “I must get up and breakfast with himIt will be the last
    time, you know; the last morning
    “You had better notHe is to have breakfasted and be gone by
    half-past nineCrawford, I think you call for him at half-past
    nine?”
    Fanny was too urgent, however, and had too many tears in her
    eyes for denial; and it ended in a gracious “Well, well!” which was
    permission
    “Yes, half-past nine,” said Crawford to William as the latter was
    leaving them, “and I shall be punctual, for there will be no kind
    sister to get up for me And in a lower tone to Fanny, “I shall have
    only a desolate house to hurry fromYour brother will find my ideas
    of time and his own very different to-morrow
    After a short consideration, Sir Thomas asked Crawford to join
    the early breakfast party in that house instead of eating alone: he
    should himself be of it; and the readiness with which his invitation
    was accepted convinced him that the suspicions whence, he must
    confess to himself, this very ball had in great measure sprung, were
    well foundedCrawford was in love with FannyHe had a pleasing
    anticipation of what would beHis niece, meanwhile, did not
    thank him for what he had just doneShe had hoped to have William
    all to herself the last morningIt would have been an unspeakable
    indulgenceBut though her wishes were overthrown, there was
    no spirit of murmuring within herOn the contrary, she was so
    totally unused to have her pleasure consulted, or to have anything
    take place at all in the way she could desire, that she was more disposed
    to wonder and rejoice in having carried her point so far, than
    to repine at the counteraction which followed
    Shortly afterward, Sir Thomas was again interfering a little with
    her inclination, by advising her to go immediately to bed“Advise”
    was his word, but it was the advice of absolute power, and she had
    only to rise, and, with MrCrawford’s very cordial adieus, pass quietly
    away; stopping at the entrance-door, like the Lady of Branxholm
    Hall, “one moment and no more,” to view the happy scene, and
    take a last look at the five or six determined couple who were still
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    hard at work; and then, creeping slowly up the principal staircase,
    pursued by the ceaseless country-dance, feverish with hopes and
    fears, soup and negus, sore-footed and fatigued, restless and agitated,
    yet feeling, in spite of everything, that a ball was indeed delightful
    In thus sending her away, Sir Thomas perhaps might not be thinking
    merely of her healthIt might occur to him that MrCrawford
    had been sitting by her long enough, or he might mean to recommend
    her as a wife by shewing her persuadableness
    245
    Jane Austen
    CHAPTER XXIX
    THE BALL WAS OVER, and the breakfast was soon over too; the last kiss
    was given, and William was goneCrawford had, as he foretold,
    been very punctual, and short and pleasant had been the mea
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    10:07 pm
    @@@@@You so politely kick a person so accurately
    @@@@@You so politely kick a person so accurately where it hurts
    What’s our hero’s name? Quickly, please!”
    “Our names are Jean Pierre and Regine Fontaine, Monsieur le Directeur, and here are our
    passports,” said the soft-spokenold man inside the immigration officer’s glass-enclosed office, the
    chief aide of the Crown governor at his side“My wife can be seen over there,” he added, pointing
    through the window“She is talking with the mademoiselle in the white uniform
    “Please, Monsieur Fontaine,” protested the stocky black immigration official in a pronounced
    British accent“This is merely an informal formality, a stamping procedure, if you likeAlso to
    remove you from the inconvenience of so many admirersRumors have gone throughout the airport
    that a great man has arrived
    “Really?” Fontaine smiled; it was a pleasant smile
    “Oh, but not to be concerned, sirThe press has been barredWe know you want complete
    privacy, and you shall have it
    “Really?” The old man’s smile faded“I was to meet someone here, an associate, you might say,
    I must consult with confidentiallyI hope your most considerate arrangements do not prevent him
    from reaching me
    “A small, select group with proper standing and credentials will greet you in Blackburne’s
    honored-guest corridor, Monsieur Fontaine,” said the Crown governor’s chief aide“May we
    proceed? The reception line will be swift, I assure you
    “Really? That swift?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    67
    It was, less than five minutes actually, but five seconds would have been enoughThe first
    person the Jackal’s courier-killer met was the beribboned Crown governor himselfAs the Queen’s
    royal representative embraced the hero in Gallic style, he whispered into Jean Pierre Fontaine’s ear
    “We’ve learned where the woman and her children were takenWe are sending you thereThe
    nurse has your instructions
    The rest was somewhat anticlimactic for the old man, especially the absence of the pr
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@you'll have to serve coffee and tea in the
    @@@@@you'll have to
    serve coffee and tea in the mornings, tooThe maids reopening your
    drawing room right nowI ordered pink flowers, o wear your brown
    and
    rose plaid taffeta for the morning and the reen velvet faced in pink
    for the afternoonEvans will be here to o your hair as soon as you're
    up * * * Scarlett was the Season's hitGentlemen flocked to meet
    the rich widow who was also-mirabile dicrv-iantastically beautiful
    Mothers swarmed her private reception room with daughters in tow to
    meet the gentlemenAfter the first day, Charlotte never ordered
    flowers againAdmirers sent so many that there wasn't room for all of
    themMany of the bouquets contained leather cases from Dublin's
    finest jeweler, but Scarlett reluctantly returned all the brooches,
    bracelets, rings, earrings"Even an American from Clayton County,
    Georgia, knows that you're expected to pay back favors," she told
    Charlotte"I won't be obligated to anybody, not that way Her
    goings and comings were reported faithfully and sometimes even
    accurately in the gossip column of the daily f TimeShop owners in
    morning coats came themselves to show her choice items they hoped
    she
    might like, and she defiantly bought herself many of the jewelry pieces
    she had refused to acceptThe Viceroy danced with her twice at the
    State BallAll the guests at her coffees and teas admired her
    portraitScarlett looked at it every morning and every afternoon
    before the first visitors arrivedShe was learning herself
    Charlotte Montague observed the metamorphosis with interestThe
    practiced flirt vanished, replaced by a serene, somewhat amused
    woman
    who had only to turn her smoky green eyes on man, woman, or child
    to
    draw them, mesmerized, to her sideI used to work like a mule to be
    charming, Scarlett thought, now I don't do anything at allShe
    couldn't understand it at all, but she accepted the gift of it with
    simple gratitude"Did you say two hundred people, Charlotte? That's
    what you call a small dance?"
    "RelativelyThere are always five or six hundred at the State and
    Saint Patrick's balls and more than a thousand at the Drawing Rooms
    You certainly already know at least half the people who7l be there,
    probably many more than half
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    10:10 pm
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    I was appalled–I could feel that my face was fixed in lines of horrorJared was right–howcould
    Jeb have let this happen? If they'd killed me the first day here, before Jamie had ever seen me…
    Or that first week, while Jared kept me isolated from everyone, before Jamie and I had become
    friends… Or if I had hermes kelly bag just kept my mouth shut about Melanie… It was too late for all thatMy
    arms tightened around the child
    Melanie was just as aghast
    Itoldyou it was a bad idea to tell him everything, I reminded her
    What will it do to him now, when we die?
    It's going to be terribleHe'll be traumatized and scarred and devastated chanel handbags sale
    Melanie interrupted meBut what can we do?
    Not die, I suppose
    Melanie and I thought about the likelihood of our survival and felt despair
    Ian thumped Jamie on the back–I could feel the motion reverberate through both our bodies
    “Don't agonize over it, kid,” he said“You're not in this alone
    “They're just fake louis vuitton bags shocked, that's all I recognized Trudy's alto voice behind me“Once we get a
    chance to explain, they'll see reason
    “See reason? Kyle?” someone hissed almost unintelligibly
    “We knew this was coming,” Jeb muttered“Just got to weather it
    “Maybe you ought to find that gun,” Lily suggested calmly“Tonight might be a prada bag long one
    Wanda can stay with Heidi and me –”
    “I think it might be better to keep her somewhere else,” Ian disagreed“Maybe in the southern
    tunnels? I'll keep an eye on herJeb, wanna lend me a hand?”
    “They wouldn't look for her with me Walter's offer was just a whisper
    Wes spoke over the last of Walter's gucci for sale word
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    10:02 pm
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    "A Southerner will," Hearn saidIt's a defense mechanism with them, bolsters their morale Cummings showed his teeth"For example, perhaps you have?"
    "Perhaps
    Cummings stared at his fingernailsWas it disgust? Abruptly black and white bags he laughed with sarcastic glee"You know, Robert, you're a liberal
    He said this with a tense rapt compulsion as if he were impelled to see how far he could rock the boulder, especially when it had pinched his toes just a moment beforeThis was by far the greatest liberty he had ever taken with the GeneralAnd even more, the most irritating chloe bag libertyProfanity or vulgarity always seemed to scrape the General's spine
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    10:02 pm
    @@@@@ William was almost as happy in the plan as
    @@@@@
    William was almost as happy in the plan as his sisterIt would be
    the greatest pleasure to him to have her there to the last moment
    before he sailed, and perhaps find her there still when he came in
    from his first cruiseAnd besides, he wanted her so very much to see
    the Thrush before she went out of harbour—the Thrush was certainly
    the finest sloop in the service—and there were several improvements
    in the dockyard, too, which he quite longed to shew her
    He did not scruple to add that her being at home for a while
    would be a great advantage to everybody
    “I do not know how it is,” said he; “but we seem to want some of
    your nice ways and orderliness at my father’sThe house is always in
    confusionYou will set things going in a better way, I am sureYou
    will tell my mother how it all ought to be, and you will be so useful
    to Susan, and you will teach Betsey, and make the boys love and
    mind youHow right and comfortable it will all be!”
    By the time MrsPrice’s answer arrived, there remained but a very
    few days more to be spent at Mansfield; and for part of one of those
    days the young travellers were in a good deal of alarm on the subject
    of their journey, for when the mode of it came to be talked of, and
    MrsNorris found that all her anxiety to save her brother-in-law’s
    money was vain, and that in spite of her wishes and hints for a less
    expensive conveyance of Fanny, they were to travel post; when she
    saw Sir Thomas actually give William notes for the purpose, she
    was struck with the idea of there being room for a third in the carriage,
    and suddenly seized with a strong inclination to go with them,
    to go and see her poor dear sister PriceShe proclaimed her thoughts
    She must say that she had more than half a mind to go with the
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    young people; it would be such an indulgence to her; she had not
    seen her poor dear sister Price for more than twenty years; and it
    would be a help to the young people in their journey to have her
    older head to manage for them; and she could not help thinking her
    poor dear sister Price would feel it very unkind of her not to come
    by such an opportunity
    William and Fanny were horror-struck at the idea
    All the comfort of their comfortable journey would be destroyed
    at onceWith woeful countenances they looked at each otherTheir
    suspense lasted an hour or twoNo one interfered to encourage or
    dissuadeNorris was left to settle the matter by herself; and it
    ended, to the infinite joy of her nephew and niece, in the recollection
    that she could not possibly be spared from Mansfield Park at
    present; that she was a great deal too necessary to Sir Thomas and
    Lady Bertram for her to be able to answer it to herself to leave them
    even for a week, and therefore must certainly sacrifice every other
    pleasure to that of being useful to them
    It had, in fact, occurred to her, that though taken to Portsmouth
    for nothing, it would be hardly possible for her to avoid paying her
    own expenses back againSo her poor dear sister Price was left to all
    the disappointment of her missing such an opportunity, and another
    twenty years’ absence, perhaps, begun
    Edmund’s plans were affected by this Portsmouth journey, this
    absence of Fanny’sHe too had a sacrifice to make to Mansfield
    Park as well as his auntHe had intended, about this time, to be
    going to London; but he could not leave his father and mother just
    when everybody else of most importance to their comfort was leaving
    them; and with an effort, felt but not boasted of, he delayed for
    a week or two longer a journey which he was looking forward to
    with the hope of its fixing his happiness for everShe knew so much already, that she must
    know everythi
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    10:06 pm
    @@@@@“It ain’t much but it gets me aroundMe
    @@@@@“It ain’t much but it gets me aroundMe and
    Willie come out here in it
    “Do you have the keys?”
    “Yeah, in my pocketIt’s parked in the back by the kennels
    “Why don’t I get it now?”
    “You’d make too much noise driving out, and my superiors will be arriving any momentIt’s
    best that they don’t see you
    “Holy shit! What’d I tell you, Jim-Bob? Jest like I tole Barbie JoThis place is weird, man!”
    “Three hundred bucks ain’t weird, WillieT’ain’t late and some of the
    boys’ll be on the roadHey, mister, who’s gonna take care of the hounds when they wake up?
    They got to be walked and fed before the morning shift, and they’ll tear apart any stranger who gets
    near ’em
    “What about Swayne’s master sergeant? He can handle them, can’t he?”
    “They don’t like him much,” offered the guard named Willie, “but they obey himThey’re better
    with the general’s wife, the horny bastards
    “What about the general?” asked Bourne
    “He pisses bright yeller at the sight of ’em,” replied Jim-Bob
    “Thanks for the informationGo on now, get down the road a piece before you start hitchhiking
    My superiors are coming from the other direction
    “You know,” said the second guard, squinting in the moonlight at Jason, “this is the craziest
    fuckin’ night I ever expect to seeYou get in here dressed like some gawddamn terrorist, but you
    talk and act like a shit-kickin’ army officerYou keep mentioning these ‘soopeeriors’ of yours; you
    drug the pups and pay us three hundred bucks to get outI don’t understand nothin’!”
    “You’re not supposed toOn the other hand, if I was really a terrorist, you’d probably be dead,
    wouldn’t you?”
    “He’s right, Jim-BobLet’s get outta here!”
    “What the hell are we supposed to say?”
    “Tell anyone who asks you the truthDescribe what happened tonightAlso, you can add that
    the code name is C
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@It's just what Aunt Pitty would swoon over,
    @@@@@It's just what
    Aunt Pitty would swoon over, worrying about how it would look for her,
    the oldest spinster in the world, to be living with a single manAt
    least that gets harriet married pretty soonNot exactly the most
    passionate proposal in the world, but I'm sure harriet can do it up
    with lace and rosebuds in her mindToo bad the wedding's in
    February
    I'd have been tempted to go, but not tempted enough to miss the
    Castle
    SeasonIt hardly seems possible that I once thought Atlanta was a
    big
    cityI'll see if Cat would like to go to Dublin with me after New
    Year'sSims said the fittings would only take a few hours in
    the morningsI wonder what they do with those poor zoo animals in
    the
    winter? "Nave you another cup in that pot, Mistress O 'hara? It was
    chilly ride over here Scarlett stared up at the Earl of Fenton, her
    mouth gaping - surpriseOh, Lord, I must look a sight, I hardly even
    brushed hair this morning"I told my butler to say I'm not at home,"
    blurted"But I came the back wayMay I sit down?"
    "I'm amazed you wait to be asked
    I've only got one cup, seeing I wasn't at home to visitorsFenton
    tugged the bell pull, took a chair close to hers"I'll your cup if you
    don't mindIt will take a week for another to _ hereSo there!" Scarlett blurtedThen she burst laughing
    "I haven't said 'so there' in twenty yearsI'm surpr I didn't stick
    out my tongue, tooYou're a very irritating Milord
    "May I have some coffee?"
    "The pot's empty Fenton looked a little less
    overbearing when he laughed as did then
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    10:10 pm
    @@@@@More perishables were on the menu: soft
    @@@@@More perishables were on the menu: soft white bread slices, slabs of sharp cheddar
    cheese, circles of lush pink bolognaPeople were scarfing down the delicacies with abandon,
    though the despair was still perceptible in the slump of their shoulders, in the absence of smiles
    or laughter
    Jamie was waiting for me at our usual counterTwo double stacks of sandwiches sat in front of
    him, but he wasn't eatingHis arms were folded as he waited for meIan eyed his expression
    curiously but left to get his own food without asking
    I rolled my eyes at Jamie's stubbornness and took a biteJamie dug in as soon as I was chewing
    Ian was back quickly, and we all ate in silenceThe food tasted so good it was hard to imagine a
    reason for conversation–or anything else that would empty our mouths
    I stopped at two, but Jamie and Ian ate until they were groaning in painIan looked as though
    he was about to collapseHis eyes struggled to stay open
    “Get back to school, kid,” he said to Jamie“Maybe I should take over”
    “Go to school,” I told him quicklyI wanted Jamie a safe distance from me today
    “I'll see you later, okay? Don't worry about… about anything A one-word lie wasn't quite so obviousOr maybe I was just being sarcastic again
    Once Jamie was gone, I turned on the somnolent IanI'll be fine–I'll stay
    someplace inconspicuousMiddle of a cornfield or something
    “Where did you sleep last night?” he asked, his eyes surprisingly sharp under his half-closed
    lids
    “Why?”
    “I can sleep there now, and you can be inconspicuous beside me
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    10:02 pm
    @@@@@The idea depressed him, but Toglio would not
    @@@@@The idea depressed him, but Toglio would not allow himself to dawdle now that the storm was over"Come on, we might as well fix up some way to sleep," he said"It won't do you any goodWe're gonna be up on the line tonight With nightfall, the air was becoming sultry again

    The General was worriedAfter the jeep pulled out of the motor pool he said to his driver, "Take us to headquarters battery of the one-five-one He turned around to Major Dalleson and Lieutenant Hearn, who were squeezed together uncomfortably in the back seat"If their line isn't in to Second Battalion we'll be doing some walking before the night is over The jeep passed through an opening in the barbed wire and turned right onto the road that led toward the frontThe General scrutinized it moroselyThe mud was very bad and it would become worseNow it was slimy and the jeep skidded and weaved from one side of the road to the other, but in a few hours it would become hard and gummy like clay, and the vehicles might bog down to their hubsHe gazed dully at the jungle on either side of the roadThey passed a few Jap corpses decomposing in a ditch and the General held his breathNo matter how familiar that smell had become, he could never bear it casuallyHe made a mental note to have a burial detail police the road once this trouble was over
    The night had come and with it a potential disasterIn the jeep motoring forward slowly through the darkness, Cummings had a sensation of being suspended in airThe steady drone of the motor, the silence of everyone in the vehicle, and the heavy wet rustling of the jungle seemed to strip him of everything but the quick absorbed functioning of his mindAlone, settled by himself somewhere in space, he had to work this outThe storm had come with amazing rapidity, following in the wake of a Japanese attackTen minutes before the rain had begun, he had had a message from 2nd Battalion headquarters that a heavy fire fight had started before their linesAnd then the telephone lines had been cut to pieces in the storm, his headquarters had been laid flat, and the radio would not functionHe had no idea of what was happening at the fr
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    10:02 pm
    @@@@@In some circles, we know, she would never
    @@@@@In
    some circles, we know, she would never be admitted, but with good
    dinners, and large parties, there will always be those who will be
    glad of her acquaintance; and there is, undoubtedly, more liberality
    and candour on those points than formerlyWhat I advise is, that
    your father be quietDo not let him injure his own cause by interference
    Persuade him to let things take their courseIf by any officious
    exertions of his, she is induced to leave Henry’s protection,
    there will be much less chance of his marrying her than if she remain
    with himI know how he is likely to be influencedLet Sir
    Thomas trust to his honour and compassion, and it may all end
    well; but if he get his daughter away, it will be destroying the chief
    hold”
    After repeating this, Edmund was so much affected that Fanny,
    watching him with silent, but most tender concern, was almost sorry
    that the subject had been entered on at allIt was long before he
    could speak againAt last, “Now, Fanny,” said he, “I shall soon have
    doneI have told you the substance of all that she saidAs soon as I
    could speak, I replied that I had not supposed it possible, coming in
    such a state of mind into that house as I had done, that anything
    could occur to make me suffer more, but that she had been inflicting
    deeper wounds in almost every sentenceThat though I had, in
    the course of our acquaintance, been often sensible of some difference
    in our opinions, on points, too, of some moment, it had not
    entered my imagination to conceive the difference could be such as
    she had now proved itThat the manner in which she treated the
    dreadful crime committed by her brother and my sister (with whom
    lay the greater seduction I pretended not to say), but the manner in
    which she spoke of the crime itself, giving it every reproach but the
    right; considering its ill consequences only as they were to be braved
    or overborne by a defiance of decency and impudence in wrong;
    and last of all, and above all, recommending to us a compliance, a
    compromise, an acquiescence in the continuance of the sin, on the
    chance of a marriage which, thinking as I now thought of her brother,
    should rather be prevented than sought; all this together most grievously
    convinced me that I had never understood her before, and
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    that, as far as related to mind, it had been the creature of my own
    imagination, not Miss Crawford, that I had been too apt to dwell
    on for many months pastThat, perhaps, it was best for me; I had
    less to regret in sacrificing a friendship, feelings, hopes which must,
    at any rate, have been torn from me nowAnd yet, that I must and
    would confess that, could I have restored her to what she had appeared
    to me before, I would infinitely prefer any increase of the
    pain of parting, for the sake of carrying with me the right of tenderness
    and esteemThis is what I said, the purport of it; but, as you
    may imagine, not spoken so collectedly or methodically as I have
    repeated it to youShe was astonished, exceedingly astonished—
    more than astonishedI saw her change countenanceShe turned
    extremely redI imagined I saw a mixture of many feelings: a great,
    though short struggle; half a wish of yielding to truths, half a sense
    of shame, but habit, habit carried itShe would have laughed if she
    couldIt was a sort of laugh, as she answered, ‘A pretty good lecture,
    upon my wordWas it part of your last sermon? At this rate you will
    soon reform everybody at Mansfield and Thornton Lacey; and when
    I hear of you next, it may be as a celebrated preacher in some great
    society of Methodists, or as a missionary into foreign parts She
    tried to speak carelessly, but she was not so careless as she wanted to
    appea
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    10:15 pm
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    The damage he had done was incalculable, he understood that; what he did not understand was
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    “Okay, Doc, you gotta get dressedI made sure everything was cleaned and pressed, even the
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    “You mean you have your own laundry and dry cleaners out here?”
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    “I hope not as foolish as your nephew not telling you about a symptom you have that I’d find
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    “Wadda you talkin’?”
    “Perhaps nothing,” replied Panov, putting on his shirt and sitting down to pull up his socks
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
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    Goldstein is turning his face to the wind



    3

    THE PLATOON forded the stream and assembled on the other sideBehind them, the jungle gave virtually no hint of the trail they had cutIn the last twenty yards, glimpsing the hills, the men had hacked away very little shrubbery, had crawled through the periphery of the brush on their stomachsNow if a Japanese patrol should come by it was unlikely the new trail would be discovered
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    She slumped a little, then straightened and looked
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    the corners of her mouth
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    She looked back at the still surface of the pool,
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
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    The Crawfords, without wanting to be cured, were very willing to
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    Henry equally ready to lengthen his visitHe had come, intending
    to spend only a few days with them; but Mansfield promised well,
    and there was nothing to call him elsewhereGrant
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    Jane Austen
    to keep them both with her, and DrGrant was exceedingly well
    contented to have it so: a talking pretty young woman like Miss
    Crawford is always pleasant society to an indolent, stay-at-home
    man; and MrCrawford’s being his guest was an excuse for drinking
    claret every day
    The Miss Bertrams’ admiration of MrCrawford was more rapturous
    than anything which Miss Crawford’s habits made her likely
    to feelShe acknowledged, however, that the MrBertrams were
    very fine young men, that two such young men were not often seen
    together even in London, and that their manners, particularly those
    of the eldest, were very goodHe had been much in London, and
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    be preferred; and, indeed, his being the eldest was another
    strong claimShe had felt an early presentiment that she should like
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    rate; he was the sort of young man to be generally liked, his agreeableness
    was of the kind to be oftener found agreeable than some
    endowments of a higher stamp, for he had easy manners, excellent
    spirits, a large acquaintance, and a great deal to say; and the reversion
    of Mansfield Park, and a baronetcy, did no harm to all this
    Miss Crawford soon felt that he and his situation might doShe
    looked about her with due consideration, and found almost everything
    in his favour: a park, a real park, five miles round, a spacious
    modern-built house, so well placed and well screened as to deserve
    to be in any collection of engravings of gentlemen’s seats in the
    kingdom, and wanting only to be completely new furnished—pleasant
    sisters, a quiet mother, and an agreeable man himself—with the
    advantage of being tied up from much gaming at present by a promise
    to his father, and of being Sir Thomas hereafterIt might do very
    well; she believed she should accept him; and she began accordingly
    to interest herself a little about the horse which he had to run at the
    B——— races
    These races were to call him away not long after their acquaintance
    began; and as it appeared that the family did not, from his
    usual goings on, expect him back again for many weeks, it would
    bring his passion to an early proofMuch was said on his side to
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    Mansfield Park
    induce her to attend the races, and schemes were made for a large
    party to them, with all the eagerness of inclination, but it would
    only do to be talked of
    And Fanny, what was she doing and thinking all this while? and
    what was her opinion of the newcomers? Few young ladies of eighteen
    could be less called on to speak their opinion than FannyIn a
    quiet way, very little attended to, she paid her tribute of admiration
    to Miss Crawford’s beauty; but as she still continued to think Mr
    Crawford very plain, in spite of her two cousins having repeatedly
    proved the contrary, she never mentioned himThe notice, which
    she excited herself, was to this effect“I begin now to understand
    you all, except Miss Price,” said Miss Crawford, as she was walking
    with the
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    "Well, then you men can start out right now," Hearn saidWhat were they going to do? "We're going to stay here overnightYou can use the rest, I supposeTomorrow we'll find a way through the pass"Lootenant, couldn't I have another four men for, say, the first hour and a half march with Wilson? We can cover more ground that way, so by tomorrow when we start out again we'll be away from the Japs"All right, but I want them back by dark He looked around him, picked Polack and Minetta and Gallagher at random and then Wyman"The rest of us will take up guard posts till they get back
    He drew Brown aside, talked to him for a few minutes"You know the way to the trail we cut through the jungle?"
    Brown nodded
    "All right, follow it through to the beach, and then wait there for usIt'll take you about two days, or maybe a little moreWe should return in three or at most four daysIf the boat comes before we do, and Wilson isis still alive, then go back right away, and have them send another boat out for us
    Brown assembled the litter-bearers, had Wilson placed on the stretcher, and began to move off
    There were only five men left in the hollow, the Lieutenant and Croft, Red and Roth and MartinezThey settled down, each alone on a knoll bordering their hollow, searching the valleys and hill-lines about themThey watched the litter-bearers progressing over the hills to the south, alternating their two teams every few minutesIn half an hour they were out of sight, and nothing remained but the hills, the mute mountain walls, and the late afternoon sky washing already into the golden hues of sunsetTo the west, perhaps a mile away, there were Japanese bivouacked in the pass, and in front of them, high up, out of sight, was the top ridgeline of Mount AnakaEach of them brooded, alone with his thoughts

    By nightfall, Brown and Stanley, Ridges and Goldstein were left with WilsonThe extra litter-bearers had turned back an hour before dark, and Brown, after progressing a half mile farther, had decided to halt for the nightThey settled in a tiny grove just below the saddle of two small hills, spread out their blankets in a circle around Wilson, and lay talking drowsi
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